updated post; initially published and written in 2013
I received some beautiful blessings at the beginning of the Holy Week 2013 and I wanted to share with you the details:
My last special blessings I remember was Christmas 2012 when I felt most peacefully and especially on Christmas Eve, I fell deeply in love with all creation.
Now, these days I prepare for starting a one-man clinic with emphasis on spiritual healing and holistic massage. As I had already searched for the right rooms for about 9 months and was encountering a lot of bureaucratic problems, I got a bit frustrated yesterday.
I went out in nature for a walk and said to God: “Why is everything so difficult? Please, don’t make it too difficult for me, please show me a solution.” The answers started after some walking in nature: “Don’t worry, everything will be fine; you will find the right rooms at the right time,…” Later when I started Kriya Yoga meditation I received more answers: “I never made it difficult for you, but you often forgot to take enough time for meditation to hear me whispering the right answer to you. If I would take away all problems you would feel comfortable on earth and feel no motivation to come home; so you realize where you are on earth – in hell – and it is easier for you to surrender all when it is time to go home,…”
While I received a lot of guidance and asked some questions I felt God’s love and a lot of blessings and uplifting. So I asked God: “Why such blessings today?” – “This is the start of the Holy Week and blessings start for all people who worked for the loving side of creation; take more time for meditation the next days to prepare for the holy Easter days.” Then I thought: “but some things went wrong,…” – “Even though you made some mistakes and often at least worked inefficiently, I only look at the loving intention and pure heart; don’t worry about the past this doesn’t matter any more; there doesn’t need to be more problems, you can come home,…”
I received a lot of guidance and loving, uplifting energy and felt relieved and in deep peace.